miss M

well since i can think about nothing else to write about....figured i might as well right about this miss M who has been popping up surprises with her reactions to me!!!!

miss M initially
very reluctant to even speak with me. thought we studied in the same school and a few months later ended up in the same class...i still can't remember how she ended up talking to me.

after some unknown time:-
we ended up being the best of friends..and god knows why and how but mom ended up taking tuition for her. mom who is the best teacher in this world mentored her in every aspect...
so finally and surprisingly
she had become my supposed best friend...trying to compete with me in every aspect.

it came to the point that i hated her as mom kept praising her for her handwriting,hardworking nature,culinary skills, determination and the will to keep fighting no matter how difficult the situation .....she was adamant kind of types...she expected some result and she got that ...i still admire her for all these qualities and it is only these qualities that have got here where she is today...

and it was precisely at this point when she figured how easily i managed to scape through the books,,,or how i clearly understood what teachers explained in the school...or how i grasped things which she found difficult...maybe she was jealous maybe not

maybe that is the reason why she choose to pretend and act as being intelligent in school...she became the part of hip group of our class and very easily she traded my stupid secret mistake as a key to win their trust.
i didn't expect this and was surprised and shocked that she could do this to me.

the finale drama:-
so since she was officially friends with the most happening people in the school she couldn't risk it by being friends with me

(i wonder whether she really was ever a friend)
so as i became the misfit in the class i even lost touch with her

as years passed by i made (gr8)new friends and life moved on....
until when one day we accidentally met and as i was unsure of how to react..she was all ga ga and talking like long lost friends i was surprised and happy

well by then she had started stepping foot on her glorious career that she had planned for herself and was doing pretty good.....

it wasn't until lately when we again happened to speak over the phone that she really sounded very happy she was planning to fly out to pursue masters and successfully sounded smug about it...her voice clearly indicating victory over me !!!!
yes my friends she was flying out for bright future...flying in the sky and i was just a lowly student who was toiling and struggling to become an computer engineer who had not much prospect but a 6 by 6 cubicle compared to her i have conquered the world things....

i am glad and very happy for her...for the glorious things that awaits her
but at the same time i pity her
she failed to learn an important lesson in life "all that glitters is not gold"
she struggled and overcame her insecurities but she never really learned confidence
she learned to throw out the weeds but failed to recognize and keep the good.
unfortunately for her she still views the world with tainted glass in her eyes...

its funny how people perceive you....she is one person who taught me a lot