and one last time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there she lay her head on my shoulders and breathed her last..........she was gone just like and that's when it finally dawned on me... these would be my last few moments left on planet earth....
and for once i knew what she wanted from me....i simply had to follow her and for i know she would be waiting with open arms to lead me to my destiny....
just like the time when she had first flashed that million dollar smile to capture my heart........
i would never know if she did it purposely or did it unknowingly....all i know is that was the moment love revealed itself to me...and what followed was finding it over again....and every time she simply whispered it in her heart i would know what lay ahead....
and to think of it that it all started from her smile......
love found its new meaning each day with her...be it waiting endless all day long just to catch another glimpse of her smile...
or planning the entire career around her...
thinking about how to settle down and convince her family
or simply inventing new ways to surprise her with tiny gifts
and then there was that big innocent question that simply troubled her endlessly "you never said you loved me then how can i get married to you??????"
oh what a moron was i to think that she simply knew it all
how could i have been such a fool that i forgot to tell her what she meant to me!!!!!
nonetheless she showed mercy and took me as her husband....
from then on each day was simply a celebration of love...seeing her in the bloom of womanhood to the cherished moments she spent to fill our world with boundless love..binding us as a family and seeing our kids soar new heights ...
i even became a lucky father only because of her...
a part of her always shined in my child's eyes and i thanked god for that
as days passed by her beauty simply grew day by day....she looked breath takingly beautiful with all her wisdom and love...she had become the sweetheart of her grandchildren...
and yet how foolish was i to never let her know what she meant for me...
how could not i ever mouth those words for her???????????
and yet when i look back at those memories i somehow know that she understood it all with my reticent smile and for one last time she flashed her smile and breathed her last on my shoulders!!!!!!!!!!