silence and me

For too long now i have been hearing to the outer world.
and somewhere i had silenced my voice ,
the voice which was too hard to bear
as i had to be "realistic" and for my own good
I became silent....

silent i was until you came around,
and i started speaking up slowly,
i liked the way you listened to me
i just went back to my memories of the old me
i slowly realized my voice didn't hurt much
it was fun to just speak about anything

it was cute how you looked at me
when i would be speaking utter rubbish
and i would just smile..of course i cant be so silly now

everything was good till i had a doubt
doubt that you were falling for the silly me.

and then i became silent again
coz the silly voice would hurt again

this time though instead of being silent
i wanted to scream at the top of my voice
i just wanted to yap yap and yap

so its me yapping away even when you have become silent!!!